Tuesday, July 31, 2007

LOVE?

no money only have true love..just like u and joyc..
got money have true love..but not as real as u guys..
money,u thought can buy love..well,money just can make one's life happier and enjoyable..
so u have neglect wats love really mean..
i remember u said, love is about when i ned u,u wil be there..love is something u scare people steal it away..
but i would thik,love is reality, love hav to show and act..juz like how much u done on ahjoy when u are in poor condition..

like now,u always thik, money is everything..happier n love are two term u knoww..
wats a are some of d women really want?

actualy thik back wat u had said in d mornin, i really angry on ya..
u said u dowan someday when i want money for urgent matter,u cant make it, then i complain on ya..ia.. i really donno how to put me and u together..

ia....

today i din go out, slep at hOme wholeday..stomachache..juz feel like waitin someone to take care of me..
sometimes make me fel down, when i thikin of..last time joyc sick, would u cal her all d time,wanna take care her..im not jealousy..juz like sth always appear in my mindd..
even i slep, i would thik about u two..im thikin how much can i take about it,since i know u guys matter lots..i fel sufferin..with someone ex..especialy my good budd..

today she aske me for steambot..i was thikin to reject her,becuz i wanto be wif u..if makan wif her,i donno can ask u along onot.. not becuz i wanto avoid her..den u tel me she tot tat way..well, i know her well..as in msg,i can felt it..i thik if i got no stomachache,i wil go out wif u..i wil ask u guys dont tel her i come out, i afraid she would thik i avoid her..
its becuz i wanna be with u than her anyway...

Im great tat u are honest to me..wat i want is honest..altot i might think this n that..but even u din tell me, i would stil like tat..because its a matter for me..
remember wat i said in msg tat day..i was thikin why my love life hav to hide this and that..hav to act this n that to avoid embarasment? its becuz our good budd n ur ex..
why cant we dating openly and as usual when infond of her..
i always get ready if someday we met up wif her..i wante know hows d feelin to me and u..how u would act to me infond of ur ex.. u know, i dont like d feelin..i feel sufferin again,
i really cannot take it about this.. but not wat she chat n sms wif u..
As when we single..i dislike d way she treat u,when argue wif bf, find ya for replacement and tok 2 u,tel u she miz u..i dont know wat would u fel..u might fel happie?
As we are no longer single,we together..is it stil d same..well, if she do,im alrite cuz i know her well..but wats she told u,everygirl might about their bf tok to their ex n wil talk to u less..then why she still msg u?im nt jealous,juz wana let u know she wanna prove im mind..

dear, always remember our case diff to others..urs previous love n current love are in a group..
i dont know how much u lov me..cuz i always thik love should show but not hide..maybe becuz of u and joy..i cant even know about it..tats why i don put much hope on ya..i lov u,i wish to tel my mum..but i nv thik and visualize how far i can go thru about all these thing..

Sunday, July 29, 2007

why...

dont know why make me feel unhapie when you dowan take sticker photo..
i was thikin is it because u dowan recal back about u and joy,bren n alvin took last time?
or u din mean it..juz because u busy doin ya stuff..well, i understand...

Just feelin down..why cant u take wif me when i request..
maybe i know sth too much btw u and joy..so whenever i see sth tat u guys done..i recall back,i fel like uneasy..
Juz make me fel u treat her better than me.. i know u would say, i treat u better as well..this n thatt...really dont know how to tel ya..maybe when one no money,only know wats love?
when one got money, thought money can fill sth lack in love?
honestly, i dont agree, got money then got love..when no money,u wil more appreciate wat u hav..