thought this was last...

this is the first we argue so much thru sms..sumtimes i really doubt whether u understand what i mean..u ask for last chance that time..i was like..everytime u also say so, but din see any improvement..u not really go for it, afterall will forget wat u promise me..i suppose to write long long in this post, but its so many..dont know start from where..just wanna say tat u are someone really avoid problem just like ya uncle matter.. but u denied..also wont concern my feeling..but always say not to make me worry or not..u also sumtimes self-centred and selfish..but u din realise it..today we back together..i dont know how long will we last if still the same..i always tell myself..i cannot angry u..we must apart wif very peaceful..only can jadi good fren again..cuz i always know budd n lover are diff..if i fel so suffer with this relationship, why shuld i be wif u? because u ask for last chance? or i thik u wil realy change?not becuz im cool, i can let this feelin go.. cuz i know if we cannot be couple,can stil be friend right.. if we really hav fate, we wil b back together..i really dont wish to lose u as a good fren rather than bf..