em....

today after breakfast whole day din see u.. its fine anyway.. i knw ya got sth to do..
i slept at 9sth to 2am..between tat u call me twice..
at first u told me how busy u are.. actualy i din angry or wat when im slepin..
i just fel like worryin..u started involvin everykind of betting.. involve ppl tat just knew..etc...
then silly thik about..how if kena arrest? i feel like worryin u..scare u guys kena trap or cheat.. *touchwood*..also think about how will we be? maybe i shuldnt think so much, when i work, i got no time to care about it..

last call..ask me whether angry you din teman me..? how if i said i do? in fact i dint..cuz i not really thik of you today..somehow i control myself to be wif u..
if u dont cal me..i might fel like weird weird..but its ok if i know u sth to do..

Then u say u wanna bring me to eat on nx day,but i'll b goin to kaima house.. why i wanto plan the time to be wif u..monday go klcc,so din go there..today was thikin to go there,but mom dayoff..so make it on wednesday, in other hand i tot u got clas on wed..
when i listen of u wanna bring me eat, i dont fel happie,but moody..
the day yesterday u also say so ar,but then u went out wholeday.. u forgot? or u just simply say? i can go to kaima house on d day u class,but then now onward i really ned to control about what i thought and want, no matter how i want to be with u..

i din angry u my dear..just dont know why,when u ask me isit angry u din teman me wholeday..i fel like abit sad afterall.. is it just like wat u say..song song find me,got sth to do din find me..
what shuld i do? u say u fel guilty? but nite time spent wif others..
if u din say guilty, im alrite.. abit contradictin wat u've said... then u said felt like huggin me, its make fel tat u say it for makin me fel better or just wat guilty.. i dont ned anyway..
Pls to be honest, if ya do, say..if yo do not, dont say..

maybe i shuld starte to find sth to do, dont let u thik i always like to stick ya..to be frankedly,althought u become my habit n occupied my life..but i always positively, if u din find me, its good to stay at hOMe..then my mom wont nag..

when u tellin me u wanna slep..i donno why fel like wanna stop you..at least u talk more to me, i will fel better rather than u said i miss u, wana hug u or dont angry..
its make fel tears in eye again..hatin myself u know..