Lookin back it smses, feelin bad..why cant i see d power of love?
YOU: i really very sad nw lao po, as i thik over again, i cant find i hav a good ability to be ya bf..u know ya bf is doin illegal stuff..i luv u is definely true,i can swear 2 d god! but i wan u 2 be hapines gal, i find tat im failure in this..i realy sad n embrassment!
ME: i feel disapointed..i blif in ya..but u cant even giv me a sense of security and visualizze our future..and tell me this way..confident 2 ya has been demotee..
YOU: I hate myself being this way! coz lov u so much but i mind im doin soccer bizz coz i know u dont wish ya bf is doin tat too rite?
ME: u mind urself doin it, but u blame me not understand ya? frm d day i knw u til do this biz.. did i say anythin beside askin ya dont put all ya hope on it?wat else? u are d one not understand me! i dont care anymore, juz do watever u like..
we are juz ez come ez go anywaY!
YOU: i was like tat because i was thikin tat u take degree but i take diploma..status problem..
(IT SOUND LOW ESTEEM)
ME: i never thik about this matter,but ya.. cuz we can see it in reality..a cert doesnt mean anythin sumtimes, i was afraid tat u wil say me when u success in ya career o rich..see..not use on takin degree what,as long as u good in earnin money..den u wil find yaself lebih for today wat hav u said/thought! frankedly speakin,i agree wif it..dont hav degree doesnt matter..as long as long u fight 4 ur future and be hardworkin.. otherwise why do i appreciate and liKe ya..? i couldnt guaratee u wil be or not after u complete ya stude..but i blif u are someone who hardworkin than other do.. because wat u can, i can not..im juz low esteeem and not ooutstandin..
YOU: I always lov u but u donno only! just now i realy fel nt nice,today wat i hav..soometimes out of control..i always lov in invisible way,perhaps u cant see..always say i take you 4 granted.. i can tel u tat i lov u more that wat u thik..i can swear.. my pain,who know?
ME: first of all..i thik i wuld nv enter ya world..i do not know why u unhapie always..becuz u thik i couldnt solve why shuld i tell? u are wrong..i just wish to know what happene on my dear and what he tot always,but not sayin i dont understand..u dont tell, who wil? if u dont take me 4 granted, u wont simply treatme this way..u never learn 2 concern my feelin..
wat i want, its kinda simple.. pampere me always..let me feel d love from ya..but not neglect me..
If all of this happen again, my lov to you wil juz lesser..i wil let you go..
cuz now i stil takin as ez come ez go between u n me..no doubt..
mE n u can be good buddy as well rather than coupLe..
