Why?

sometimes i really dont understand why..
i come out happily..but your mood repeatedly make me feel uneasy...
When you quiet..u tell me u are trouble..but just tell half way, then say nothin la...
say dowan play badminton but din tell me why..tats why i told ya promise ppl ady, why wanna break promise? sudenly wanna watch spiderman as u know they booked tonite ady..
why dont make it easy for me.. just tell me that u unhappie, feel like watchin movie wif me and dowan play badminton? i just din know whats wrong with ya...

On the way to the friend place, just saw ya frustrated lookin when trafic jam..im silent again..
is it treat someone u love/like,u can act this way always, but to friend act happie? so its became my problem? well, im human too...i hav emotion..

i din angry ya..just wanna a tooth to tooth.. u quiet that time, dont u knw i just feel like years 2 go..thus, i act unhappie when u cheer me...

so on the way back Homeee...u said i dont understand u,its make me real sad..u din know wat i want..i just want sth make it easy for me.. u never allow me to enter ya world or let me know and why u dowan..how do i know wat u want? feel heartache indeed..

so i repeatedly ask myself again..wats wrong? ur mood always affect me..i do not know u dowan play badminton because of it MATTER..what ken cannot handle, all u hav to do...
is it my prob? i realise myself not understand you..i just cannot quietly to wait ya tell me..
Maybe im not a understandin gf in ya heart..but i always try my best n tell myself dont take it,but i faile to do so.. while pressin the sms, i really wanna tell you we stop here..
is it my matterr? end up after expresin my feelin , i fel better..and din send out..because i couldnt let it go..

i wish to let it go someday, i dowan to cry for ya anymore.. im just useless..!
maybe we know wht wat we want..but jus dont hav d guts to do so? or we just couldnt let it go?

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