ia...

why these day feelin blue?

i wish to be a very understandin gf..wish to cheer him up always..but i unable to do so..
its maybe we are gettin closer..he expecte im a understandin person, fel comfortable to be wif me..
u know..sumtimes i cannot take it.. i realize myself really care about it..im not calculativ or what..
just thikin..have u ever concern about my feelin? neglect my feelin..thus i fel take me 4 granted..
sumtimes i dont thik im a demandin person..but to you, i become like that.. actualy its quite lil..
just hoPe ya care about my feelin..end up argue... honestly,i not allow d lov btw u n me..has got ARGUMENT..it isnt wat i want.. why cant be sweet sweet always...
Love cannot be fille by water..no money.. no cure? its sound so cool...

u told me, u be wif me cuz im understandin.. i was askin myself.. it wasnt enuff to u? or my problem? fren n gf arent same..gf is someone who gotta take ya tempered, cheer u, be wif u.. fren are someone who listen to you, wont demand so much..
i hate myself for lovin u.. i try to mention about it,but always make u unhapie..
i really dowan..i hate myself bein like tat.. tats why , i repeatedly askin myself..is it i shuldnt like b wif u..worry tis and tat..make ya suffer as well.. really feel bad..

Sorry..